If my heart I could speak...

If my heart I could speak
If the depth of my soul I could breathe
If my dreams I could spell
In the present let them dwell
Setting into motion
These fragile emotions
Then maybe you'd be the chosen guardian
A fortunate custodian

If a voice I could gain
If I'd alter this refrain
If my fear of the unknown
From my system would be away blown
Reach out for this heart that bids
Let flow free with the west winds
Then maybe I'd speak of insides boiling

If time could reveal the eventuality
Of risky journeys endings in entirety 
When moulded and natured in perfect serenity ...
If feelings dwelling in this being's balls
Felt within the confinement of four lifeless walls
Were to, another heart conceive
Then maybe you'd be my knight 
To soothe the dormancy of forgotten affections away!

Thoughts of desire float in the naked air
I tease these emotions to discover you
Silent oblivious dweller in this foreign land
Ploughing through my fields
sowing emptiness
Of confined fears
..You may not know it to be so
For in solitude I bear this
My yearnings to satiate
The strong longing stirring !

by Nanu